I dunno why, recently I feel as if i am going into depression...again!? Why? I dunno... maybe it's part of the "ups and downs" as one goes through 'life'. After all, life itself is full of different kinds of challenges and obstacles. I've began to lost count of the number of cycles i go thru this wilderness... U mean after all these years i havent been improving?
Every wilderness experience has its season, and purpose. But for every outcome of it should reflect results of improvement, betterment of one's personal character and development. But then... I dun feel much of a change!! Is something wrong??
Here we go again... entering into the 'wilderness'....@_@